Some good music

As the song progress, so does my (or well everyones?) feelings. Like this instumental piece of music make me feel something. I can't put a finger on it, not yet, though I've listened to this song for a year maybe.

About self harm

I am currently reading a study about self harming, the whole "culture" around it and so forth and yes I am triggered by it and no I have not cut myself even if I think about it sometimes.

But it feels like I have missed something, like, when I felt like the worst piece of shit ever I should've cut so much that I would've needed help, so I now can say "I was there and now I am strong enough to not to".

And I know feelings like these are wrong and stupid and if anyone got to know abt them I'd get so scared. Scared they'd label me as one of them.

THEM.