Oh god, I am almost alive
I've been so motherf cking tired that I haven't known what to do with myself. Ever since my wedding (which was wonderful and a success!) I've been tired, almost depressed and yet again tired.
This weekend I had an attack of aura migraine again.
Short explanation: aura migraine is migraine with hallucinations and sensory problems and this little fellow happen to suffer from them time to time.
This time the aura even came with insomnia too :)
So, the feeling when you're awake at 03:30, and your head hurts as if someone had poured ice right into the back of your forehead, alternatively is chopping your optic nerve over and over again and you don't want to look at your phone (which would be the normal reaction to insomnia, too spent time on the phone) because then you see the hallucination and it hurts your eye.
Note: the visual hallucinations are due to the visual centre in the brain sending wrong signals, it's not caused by a mental illness.
So I am yet again tired as balls and the common feeling after an attack like that is being depressed so yeeaaah.
Good to be back here now. The wedding took all my energy. I'm slowly gaining my resources back.
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