Minä suojelen sinua kaikelta
mitä ikinä keksitkin pelätä
Ei ole sellaista pimeää
jota minun hento
käteni ei torjuisi
<3
I'll protect you from everything
you ever make up being afraid of
There is no such darkness
that my fragile hand can't
fight
-ish
No Story Lives Forever
Broken
onsdag 30 september 2015
fredag 25 september 2015
Responsibilities .___.
As I write this, I am at my grandparents on my mother's side, and am watching over their dog. Which comes with some responsibilities.
There is something about having responsibilities that makes me cringe. I don't like having something I'm not too familiar with under my whole protection.
Like I'll never forget when I was alone at my job with the kids (12-13 yrs old) and one of the changing rooms where they stored all their phones, moneys etc got locked. The lock went all crazy and didn't open, even though it was open for them to store their stuff in there.
I had no keys as my co worker (who is the key owner) was ill in a town 50 km from the town I was in. The students' stuff was locked away...
So in full panic I sent a few of the kids to the office to see if someone with the keys was there, but the office had shut down half an hour earlier. When the next group of kids came along I had to explain to them that we can't start the lesson until we got the bags out of the room.
One of the newly arrived teenagers had a number to one of the persons who worked at a office in the building who might have the keys. So I had to get over the fear of calling to unknown persons and nicely asked her to drive to the building.
But one thing I didn't know was that one of the kids had a mum who owned keys. AND SHE DIDN'T TELL ME.
A few minutes later the mum arrives and unlocks the room. I thought it was the woman who I called, but it turned out the woman I asked to unlock the door came when we got on with the club.
She didn't show her anger when I told her that another person just had been there. But I guess she got mad, as she drove to the work place all for nothing.
That was not nice!
There is something about having responsibilities that makes me cringe. I don't like having something I'm not too familiar with under my whole protection.
Like I'll never forget when I was alone at my job with the kids (12-13 yrs old) and one of the changing rooms where they stored all their phones, moneys etc got locked. The lock went all crazy and didn't open, even though it was open for them to store their stuff in there.
I had no keys as my co worker (who is the key owner) was ill in a town 50 km from the town I was in. The students' stuff was locked away...
So in full panic I sent a few of the kids to the office to see if someone with the keys was there, but the office had shut down half an hour earlier. When the next group of kids came along I had to explain to them that we can't start the lesson until we got the bags out of the room.
One of the newly arrived teenagers had a number to one of the persons who worked at a office in the building who might have the keys. So I had to get over the fear of calling to unknown persons and nicely asked her to drive to the building.
But one thing I didn't know was that one of the kids had a mum who owned keys. AND SHE DIDN'T TELL ME.
A few minutes later the mum arrives and unlocks the room. I thought it was the woman who I called, but it turned out the woman I asked to unlock the door came when we got on with the club.
She didn't show her anger when I told her that another person just had been there. But I guess she got mad, as she drove to the work place all for nothing.
That was not nice!
torsdag 24 september 2015
Did someone say Ghibli?
Youtube has some random disturbances so I'm trying to pass time by writing, as it takes suprisingly long time to write?? (i will never ever pity myself for writing, some bloggers do that and i want to scream at their faces so they'll learn to never ever pity themselves and make the readers feel bad bc it is so damn hard to write have mercy yhyyy it may be hard as balls, but then just don't post anything and never explain yourself, do anything but pity yourself)
Wow, now that rant is over.
I haven't seen almost any Ghibli films except Totoro and Spirited Away, but since I met my boyfriend and I found out he likes anime/the Ghibli films and he happens to own all of them we have watched a couple of those movies. The movies we've seen so far are:
Wow, now that rant is over.
I haven't seen almost any Ghibli films except Totoro and Spirited Away, but since I met my boyfriend and I found out he likes anime/the Ghibli films and he happens to own all of them we have watched a couple of those movies. The movies we've seen so far are:
- Laputa
- Hime Mononoke
- Kiki's Delivery Service
- Howl's Moving Castle
fredag 4 september 2015
Read the last one
Ten how’s:
1. How did you get one of your scars? – I fell down a pair of granit stairs
2. How did you celebrate your last birthday? – Had a party with my friends. The party was not actually there for me (it just happened to be on my birthday) but my friends bought a cake for me, which was cute :D
3. How are you feeling at this moment? – I wonder what's wrong with my nose ._.
4. How did your night go last night? – I slept like a little baby :3 But the evening, if you mean, I spent walking and visiting my brother.
5. How did you do in high school? – Studied the things I had to study to get pasts my matriculation exams. That was biology, psychology, health care, Finnish, English and finally Swedish (along with other mandatory subjects).
6. How did you get the shirt you’re wearing? – My mum bought it when I was younger, but it still fits :D
7. How often do you see your best friend(s)? – Two I meet weekly, one lives 500 km from me so not that often :D
8. How much money did you spend last month? – I haven't checked by bank account, too scared for that.
9. How old do you want to be when you get married? – I'd love to be younger than 25.
10. How old will you be at your next birthday? – 21 next year, 20 this year
Nine what’s:
1. Your mother's name? – nobody knows.... ;)
2. What did you do last weekend? – Spent time with my boyfriend :)
3. What is the most important part of your life? – My identity, without it I'm nothing.
4. What would you rather be doing? – Idk maybe write on my novels a bit more?
5. What did you last cry over? – Because someone committed suicide by jumping in front of one of the trains, resulting the whole train station of Pasila to shut down for a couple of hours, and the traffic was horrible because everyone had to travel by bus and a route that usually takes 40 min took 1 h and 15 minutes and I got so stressed I cried in the bus hehehe...
6. What always makes you feel better when you’re upset? – Forgetting everything by scrolling the internet, or talking to my mum.
7. What’s the most important thing you look for in a significant other? – Must like an extremly extrovert person (aka me) and love Lord of the Rings :D
8. What are you worried about? – Death (omg please, just leave me alone, thoughts! >:( )
9. What did you have for breakfast? – Yoghurt and müsli.
Eight Have you-s:
1. Have you ever liked someone who had a girlfriend/boyfriend? – No, not what I remember.
2. Have you ever had your heart broken? – Yes, three times by exes and two times by friends.
3. Have you ever been out of the country? – Juuh!
4. Have you ever done something outrageously dumb? – Yeahh...
5. Have you ever been back stabbed by a friend? – Not exactly in the context of getting betrayed, but I got my heart broken by them so yeah?
6. Have you ever had sex on the beach? – The drink? Yes, but it's horribly sweet. Having actual intimate contact with another human I'd rather keep in my house.
7. Have you ever dated someone younger than you? – Yes, thrice. They were all one year younger (or one was acutally four months younger but the year changed haha)
8. Have you ever read an entire book in one day? – Not since I got older.
Seven who’s:
1. Who was the last person you saw? – My parents
2. Who was the last person you texted? – The very cute boyfriend :)
3. Who was the last person you hung out with? – Boyfriend, earlier today. Before that two of my friends.
4. Who was the last person to call you? – mum :)
5. Who did you last hug? – Boyfriend
6. Who is the last person who texted you? – A group chat where the last message is "Kingdom of Eastern Finland <laughsmile>"
7. Who was the last person you said “I love you” to? – boyfriend :)
Six where’s:
1. Where does your best friend(s) live? – Like all of them in Finland
2. Where did you last go? – Toilet
3. Where did you last hang out? – A crêpes café (or stable).
4. Where do you go to school? – University of Helsinki
5. Where is your favorite place to be? – With people
6. Where did you sleep last night? – In my own bed
Five do’s:
1. Do you think anyone likes you? – Romantically yes
2. Do you ever wish you were someone else? – Nah, I wish sometimes my person were different.
3. Do you know the muffin man? – nobody cares
4. Does the future scare you? – No, I take all the challenges with ease
5. Do your parents know about your blog? – Not this one, but my dad knows about my tumblr
Four why’s:
1. Why are you best friends with your best friend? – Because we're alike :)
2. Why did you get into Blogging? – For the first time, in 2009 when I was 14, it was Foki who inspired me into blogging. After that I quitted, but CaptainImaginary got me into tumblr in 2011, and four years later I still blog on tumblr. First I used tumblr as a personal blog where I wrote about my problems, but then I decided to stop posting that. This blog I used to write in Swedish, but look what it's become... :D
3. Why did your parents give you the name you have? – I don't know
4. Why are you doing this survey? – I love answering questions!
Three if’s:
1. If you could have one super power what would it be? – Manipulate stuff
2. If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you? – Maybe one minor thing?
3. If you were stranded on a deserted island and could bring 1 thing, what would you bring? – Maybe the desertet island would be in the Finnish waters? I'd get something that would get me home.
Two would-you-ever’s:
1. Would you ever get back together with any of your ex’s if they asked you? – hell no, all of them are like ghosts to me, they don't exist.
2. Would you ever shave your head to save someone you love? – Yeah, I would.
One last question:
1. Are you happy with your life right now? – Yes.
1. How did you get one of your scars? – I fell down a pair of granit stairs
2. How did you celebrate your last birthday? – Had a party with my friends. The party was not actually there for me (it just happened to be on my birthday) but my friends bought a cake for me, which was cute :D
3. How are you feeling at this moment? – I wonder what's wrong with my nose ._.
4. How did your night go last night? – I slept like a little baby :3 But the evening, if you mean, I spent walking and visiting my brother.
5. How did you do in high school? – Studied the things I had to study to get pasts my matriculation exams. That was biology, psychology, health care, Finnish, English and finally Swedish (along with other mandatory subjects).
6. How did you get the shirt you’re wearing? – My mum bought it when I was younger, but it still fits :D
7. How often do you see your best friend(s)? – Two I meet weekly, one lives 500 km from me so not that often :D
8. How much money did you spend last month? – I haven't checked by bank account, too scared for that.
9. How old do you want to be when you get married? – I'd love to be younger than 25.
10. How old will you be at your next birthday? – 21 next year, 20 this year
Nine what’s:
1. Your mother's name? – nobody knows.... ;)
2. What did you do last weekend? – Spent time with my boyfriend :)
3. What is the most important part of your life? – My identity, without it I'm nothing.
4. What would you rather be doing? – Idk maybe write on my novels a bit more?
5. What did you last cry over? – Because someone committed suicide by jumping in front of one of the trains, resulting the whole train station of Pasila to shut down for a couple of hours, and the traffic was horrible because everyone had to travel by bus and a route that usually takes 40 min took 1 h and 15 minutes and I got so stressed I cried in the bus hehehe...
6. What always makes you feel better when you’re upset? – Forgetting everything by scrolling the internet, or talking to my mum.
7. What’s the most important thing you look for in a significant other? – Must like an extremly extrovert person (aka me) and love Lord of the Rings :D
8. What are you worried about? – Death (omg please, just leave me alone, thoughts! >:( )
9. What did you have for breakfast? – Yoghurt and müsli.
Eight Have you-s:
1. Have you ever liked someone who had a girlfriend/boyfriend? – No, not what I remember.
2. Have you ever had your heart broken? – Yes, three times by exes and two times by friends.
3. Have you ever been out of the country? – Juuh!
4. Have you ever done something outrageously dumb? – Yeahh...
5. Have you ever been back stabbed by a friend? – Not exactly in the context of getting betrayed, but I got my heart broken by them so yeah?
6. Have you ever had sex on the beach? – The drink? Yes, but it's horribly sweet. Having actual intimate contact with another human I'd rather keep in my house.
7. Have you ever dated someone younger than you? – Yes, thrice. They were all one year younger (or one was acutally four months younger but the year changed haha)
8. Have you ever read an entire book in one day? – Not since I got older.
Seven who’s:
1. Who was the last person you saw? – My parents
2. Who was the last person you texted? – The very cute boyfriend :)
3. Who was the last person you hung out with? – Boyfriend, earlier today. Before that two of my friends.
4. Who was the last person to call you? – mum :)
5. Who did you last hug? – Boyfriend
6. Who is the last person who texted you? – A group chat where the last message is "Kingdom of Eastern Finland <laughsmile>"
7. Who was the last person you said “I love you” to? – boyfriend :)
Six where’s:
1. Where does your best friend(s) live? – Like all of them in Finland
2. Where did you last go? – Toilet
3. Where did you last hang out? – A crêpes café (or stable).
4. Where do you go to school? – University of Helsinki
5. Where is your favorite place to be? – With people
6. Where did you sleep last night? – In my own bed
Five do’s:
1. Do you think anyone likes you? – Romantically yes
2. Do you ever wish you were someone else? – Nah, I wish sometimes my person were different.
3. Do you know the muffin man? – nobody cares
4. Does the future scare you? – No, I take all the challenges with ease
5. Do your parents know about your blog? – Not this one, but my dad knows about my tumblr
Four why’s:
1. Why are you best friends with your best friend? – Because we're alike :)
2. Why did you get into Blogging? – For the first time, in 2009 when I was 14, it was Foki who inspired me into blogging. After that I quitted, but CaptainImaginary got me into tumblr in 2011, and four years later I still blog on tumblr. First I used tumblr as a personal blog where I wrote about my problems, but then I decided to stop posting that. This blog I used to write in Swedish, but look what it's become... :D
3. Why did your parents give you the name you have? – I don't know
4. Why are you doing this survey? – I love answering questions!
Three if’s:
1. If you could have one super power what would it be? – Manipulate stuff
2. If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you? – Maybe one minor thing?
3. If you were stranded on a deserted island and could bring 1 thing, what would you bring? – Maybe the desertet island would be in the Finnish waters? I'd get something that would get me home.
Two would-you-ever’s:
1. Would you ever get back together with any of your ex’s if they asked you? – hell no, all of them are like ghosts to me, they don't exist.
2. Would you ever shave your head to save someone you love? – Yeah, I would.
One last question:
1. Are you happy with your life right now? – Yes.
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