minimalisM

I got to be honest now.

I hate the words minimalism and "stilrent" and what they stand for.

They stand for "the norm" and "the better" and I hate that. They stand for white white white beige beige beige gray gray gray black black black

No "abnormal" colours. No pinks, no blues, no neons!

They stand for "natural beauty" and "as few patters as possible".

Fuck that. Fuck it. I stand for everything that's NOT minimalism and white beige gray black.

Because I love colours, patters, madness ah everything.

The childhood

Listening to this song reminds me of my childhood. I used to LOVE Digimon, I am safe to say 5-year old me felt love/ attraction towards someone for the first time when watching Digimon.

I was "in love" with both Davis and Tai, and I felt attraction towards (don't laugh) Flamedramon. He was hot for a magical creature okay! And remember I was a child! :D

S P A C E

I am currently in a space bubble. Writing a play about a couple trying to get to space, set in a victorian/steampunk scandinavian/german society.

I am only listening to Nightwish getting more and more inspiration about it, thinking of Triss from Witcher 3 getting inspiration, use fury to write more and more and getting more and more hysterical about my universe and

and

I am getting sucked into myself.

I am stuck in a creative bubble where I can only think of characters I'm writing about, characters I act as, everything I can think of is related to fiction and something  N O T   R E A L

(I'm also thinking about my pony hihi)

I am in a bubble thinking about war, both medieval and ww II, thinking about injustice and death, thinking about fury and hate

and

I am everything right now. Fury, hate, death, anger, sorceress, mage, fighter, warrior, everything at once,

I want to dance
want to sing
want to scream
want to do so many things
I WANT TO ACT I WANT TO BE SOMEONE I AM NOT I WANT TO USE MY FURY, MY ENERGY, MY LOVE AND HATE